Many of you will interpret this as “Bitter Message”, maybe it is my Sweet message to say my “Goodluck” to the couple who once I called “Brod and Sis”. As Britney said “Oops! I did it again! Yes it happened again. Holding the future without the assurance of certainty, giving your time without knowing what time is it. Right now, I consider myself as Matured Being, not affected by things which I know not necessary to grow as a human being. Only Beggars who are searching something on the Trash of another (a metaphor).
Four Months ago, a lady in red walking in the isle of the library who caught my attention… Who is She? I asked myself. On that moment, I feel the strange of happiness. Strange of Happiness means a shallow reason why you keep taking your Happiness as premisses without even knowing the conclusion of the situation. The reason why IN TIME I WISH this sonum bonum can create the new dimension of my personality. Instead, I grasped the Conclusion in inductive form for me to know if this premisses can hold water. I ordered 1 piece chicken + extra rice + Baked Mac with 8 o’clock juice every evening just to taste the sweetness of it, and walked 100 or 200 meters just to see the light beyond this feeling. But I think that is not enough if your competitor is reading Shun Tzu’s Art of War – a marketer, who can say persuasive words to induce you.
I am a victim of Qualified Theft falling under the circumstance of Grave Abuse Of Confidence. But instead of filing a complaint, I choose to intake every acts of depriving my assets – the thing I called Hope. So I applied the doctrine of Last Clear-Chance, not to take any chances for me not to be held liable on every actions I will make. That is not an act of immaturity, but an act of courage and an act of a sophisticated person. I dont live in the jungle who you can turn the Shit into BullShit! I live in the world of material, the reality, the existence of possiblities, the only surface who can turn your “Wish” into “Dream”. And I dont like facing “Snakes” that’s not my thing, instead I avoided them just because I dont like Snakes.
Its A thing speaks for itself! Res Ipsa Loquitor. Existence precedes Essence, your Actions precedes Maners. Words are deceiving – you can say whatever you want but behind those words you are whistling with no sounds whispering (a metaphor). Im asking myself why? Perhaps I dont know or I dont care. I dont believe superheroes in comics or in movies, I can be a superhero by helping the poor without any condition or any compensation, but WTF are you serious? That was so fast! (The Flash) you can do that? Since when? 2 or 3 weeks or 1 week ago? Ow btw its a nonsense question… you just did! Love takes time to build, if you are serious and ready to take the consequences, the effects of your principles and goals in life, then you are green to go. But if you are not sure or against the will of your second ego, then you only want to show the pussy on the chainwax (a metaphor) – actus me invito factus non est meus actus.
In this new generation or era, you can see the Immaturity of a certain person not only to her acts, but also by Blocking your account in her Facebook Account. Woow! I dont see the point! like kissing – touching your lips into one another, I dont see the point! Exchanging of saliva? Thanks for blocking my account… and I think thats a good news! Again The Thing speaks for itself, adversus solem ne loquitor.
Life is unfair! But its a NO! You can say that if you are not ready to take the consequences of your causes. For me, its a Challenge! And im excited to face it. They said, Im a Sui Generis, a class of its own, I worked hard, I danced with two feet, and I dont like smelling shits to know the genuine existence of it, ad altiora tendo.
I did not write this message just because you chose the other, but rather to explore things and an evidence that Shit happens! As Charles Sanders Peirce on his Philosophy “In all wisdom, experiences are the best”. And now, if you are asking me again, the day I saw you in the Isle of library towards me, ad meliora, raising your hands and say “hi”, will I say “hello”? Or just ignore you and walk like nothing happens? Questions are the reason why we are here, without it, we are only staring each other – no intervention, no identity, there will be no exams or trials, and no “you” in my life. Again, if I had a chance that day to say hello, I would rather say “Thank you” instead of introducing myself, but not Goodbye.
P.S. Tamad na ako mag proof read. Kayo nalang mag adjust! Haha
Observation and Experiences – subject to refute.
-CPT
Tagsmanian Devil Weblog 